Hey Monday!

Everyone else is all like 

And I'm over here all like 

I realized today that I love Mondays. Strange? Maybe. I'm sure I'm in a minority with that one, but really weekends have never really been "weekends" for me anyways. I have a career that will more than likely have me working weekends until I retire. An even now with me being on Maternity leave weekends just mean disruption to routine and loud and busy. 

I look forward to Mondays. I enjoy waking up and hubby's side of the bed being empty. I take my time and get the kids fed and ready and by 9-9:30 Mav is at daycare and Ty and I are on our own. 

I get quiet; a peaceful day to do my own thing. For instance this lovely Monday I am sitting here enjoying a nice breakfast out. Just myself and Ty (who is sleeping thru it all) 

After this I am going to go home and resume some spring cleaning. Not really exciting but it's hard to do with a baby and toddler to tend to, and then add hubby into the mix and his presence throws everything off. (Love him really but he gets in the way) 

And later I may even take a nap :) 

Happy Monday! 

Two

My first baby turned two a few weeks ago. All grown up. When we brought Ty home Mav seemed so much bigger right away, now that he's two he's practically an adult!

That may be extreme but he's growing so fast these days! We're talking do everything yourself, speaking mini sentences fast.



My dear sweet Mav,

Your still Momma's boy at heart and we still have plenty of snuggles but you now adore your daddy just as much. You try to be just like him including copying his body language, keeping your hat with his and "helping" him with things around the house. On the weekends mommy gets a sleep in day and daddy gets up with you. I'm usually wide awake and listening to you and your daddy, it just melts my heart.


You look just like him. You smile like mommy, with your squinty eyes and you have my forehead but that's pretty much all that's left of me these days. Sorry about that by the way.

This year has been a big one for you.


You started daycare and you love it. You ask to go there almost daily. You love to play with all the other kids and have your very first best friend Noah (not counting Nate because he's family). I'm sure part of why you are so smart is because of all the great things you do and learn there. You know your colours, can almost count to 10 (you usually skip 5 and 7) and you know some of the alphabet already. 

You became a big brother a few months ago. I never knew a 20 month old toddler could have so much pride and natural nurturing instinct like you immediately did. Sure you were jealous but you've loved your brother from the moment you met him, you share your toys and try to help him when he needs anything. You are very rarely jealous these day and have taken a very protective role when we are around other people.

During your first year you had stitches, and during your second you fractured your first bone. You collar bone to be exact. And ya I said "first" because as much as I hate the idea I'm sure it's not the last. You are such a wild man, you have no fear when it comes to doing things. You scaled a six foot ladder right to the top, you climb and jump and run everywhere. We have been seeing an allergist for your mysterious reactions you have been having. So far it is looking like you have some sort of sensitivity with no specific trigger. Hopefully whatever it is you grow out of it fast.

You are speaking fairly, you have quite a large vocabulary and use it appropriately as well as in mini sentences, but you do still have trouble expressing your emotions. You tend to be a bit emotional. There are days where you cry and whine so much that mommy wants everyone to just go back to bed. Terrible twos are in full swing. But Mommy loves you anyways.

You are stubborn and independent; loving and protective; free spirited and hot tempered. You love animals, your friends and your family fiercely. Your favourite shows include Dora, and Diego. Favourite foods are any types of fruit. You could eat berries all day.

If the last few months are any indication I think this year will be full of all sorts of new challenges, you will probably be testing mommy and daddy's wits to the breaking point but we will be sure to have lots of fun in the process.

Mommy and Daddy love you more than the world itself.
xox

 

Hello...

Hello, my name is Virginia and I am a binge eater.

Today I came to this conclusion.

It is a wonder I am not larger than I am. Seriously. I ate half the container of bite size brownies today and the only reason I stopped myself from eating them all was so that my husband didn't get pissed that he didn't have any. And ya he noticed the missing ones.

I can't help it. It started with one, then two more, then a couple after that and so on and so forth. My gut is feeling quite gross from all of the chocolate and even feeling this way I still ate a few more. I have no control at all.

I've been doing so well lately, I've been going to a mom and baby exercise class once a week and cut out fast foods. That alone had made a huge difference, but then the class is on break until April and things went  down hill. I've started slacking big time. I was so excited and even motivated by the progress I had made and I caved.

This isn't the first time, I have a history of doing this. I blame my mom (partial joke). Honestly growing up we never had junk food so whenever I could get some I always overdid myself. My brother savoured a chocolate bar all week, not me I ate it immediately. I can't.  Even tho I can eat junk whenever I want I still do it.

So I am putting it out there. Here's my truth. I own it. I've "secretly" been working on some fitness goals but I'm struggling so I will put that out there too. I've been noticing more and more fitness type blogs lately and starting reading along for motivation.

And no this isnt going to turn into another fitness blog, but it's my life blog. And this is part of it just like my kids and my past I plan on keeping track of it here too.

So there it is. My confession, my secret and my plans to change.
But for now I plan to sleep.
Sweet dreams.

I want to punch them all in the face

Ok not literally. I'm not a physical person, and I most definitely do not beat my children but today my whole family is driving me to the edge of insanity. 

Hubby woke in a bad mood. Who the eff knows why. He's picking fights every two seconds so doing my best to ignore him. 

Ty slept horribly last night which means I did not sleep. Of course he's not napping so far and fussy as well. Oh ya and screaming. 

Mav has seemed to forgotten all English words and is whining and crying and throwing fits every two seconds. 

I am so tired and frustrated right now. I seriously need to just have some space but there's no where to go. Hence the urge to go punching people. Again don't worry I won't actually punch anyone. 

Days like today would be dry beneficial to have some help from family. For now I may just lock Mav in his room while I go shower for few hours.... 

"My Baby"

Mav to hubby "my baby!" As he protectively stands between them. 

Hubby " no. He's my baby, he's your brother" 

Mav "no. My baby" "mine" 

Hubby "no. He's mine. I'm the daddy" 

This continues back an forth a bit 

Hubby "he's mine I made him with my penis!" 

Mav "me! My penis! My baby!" 

Great just great my kid said penis. 

ugh

Seriously what happened to my blog? Ya I was playing around with the backgrounds but it currently does not look anything like I was doing... And now I want to fix it but hubby is using the laptop to stream netflixs.  

so annoying 

Dear Ty: four months

Dear Ty

Four months has flown by so quickly. You are growing so fast and it is both very exciting and sad for Mommy. I want to cherish each little moment but am also excited to see you and your brother becoming closer each day. Now that you are a little bigger and more sturdy you guys have been interacting more. You obviously love your big brother very much, it was obvious from day one. I still think you must have recognized his voice from when you were in my belly. You are more interested in playing with toys now, your favourites are your two little balls that have lots of places to grip and chew. You spend most of your awake time either laying on your play mat or in your swing. both have mirrors which you love, and you also grab at the toys that hang down. This month we will be introducing you to your exersaucer for even more fun, possibly even the jolly jumper. You are still as smiley as ever and just days before you turned four months you finally laughed for the first time. Mommy was so happy to hear that wonderful sound and to actually catch it on video at the same time! You don't give out those laughs too easy though, you make mommy and daddy work for them! You make a lot of silly noises and "talk" all the time. It might be because of all the extra drool but you now blow bubbles and raspberries, I think you like the noise it makes because you often do it when you are alone. Speaking of the drool... it's like Niagara falls in that mouth of yours! Mommy may need to start putting you in bibs because of how wet your shirt gets, you have also been chewing on anything you can put in your mouth so it is looking like you have started teething. Luckily you are a happy teether, very wet but happy. You are not sleeping as well lately, I am not sure why. Nothing much has changed but we may need to be a little more strict with our bedtime routine, I think we may also wean you from your night feeds. You seem to want to sleep with mommy's boob in your mouth all night and this means mommy does not get much rest. Hopefully this is all just part of the teething and we can get back to some good quality sleep soon. Mommy needs it.

Monthly Stats

Weight~ 13lb 12oz
Length ~ 72cm

Hair/eyes ~ your hair is slowly growing back, it still has a bit of reddish hint to it when the light hits it a certain way but is mostly brown. Your eyes are becoming a lighter blue as well.

Feeding ~ you are still on breastmilk only, we have beaten the thrush and mommy is almost healed completely. It still hurts a bit to nurse but you haven't had any bottles this past month and mommy has not pumped either. You are eating on demand which most days is around every 3 hours.

Sleeping ~ you still fight going to sleep and are no longer sleeping as long, we are averaging around 4 hours at night at most. naps are still inconsistent as well. You are still sleeping in mommy and daddy's room in your wicker basket for the first half of the night and then in bed with mommy for the last couple hours before we get up.

Milestones/other ~
* you are officially in size 6 month clothing, you have a 9 month one piece jumper that fits as well.
* diapers are size 3 and we are starting to prefer pampers. They seem to have the least amount of blow outs which is difficult for mommy to accept since we hated them for your brother.
* you like playing in your swing, playmat and sitting in your bumbo. You sit in your bumbo every night while we eat dinner and eagerly watch us. I have a feeling you are going to be a very eager eater when the time comes.
* you still do not like being alone for too long and love being social with people.